Bicara Hati

terlanjur menyayangimu
namun tak sekali kusesali itu
mengenggam janji setiaku
janjiku bukan sebaris madah cuma
sayangku bukan hanya secalit kasih
... pun kumohon
janganlah itu kau jadikan alasan
untuk terus menyakitiku

ku tahu cintamu
tak pernah untukku seorang
tapi cubalah sejenak mengerti
bila rasaku ini rasamu
sanggupkah kau menahan sakitnya
bila dikhianati ?
pernahkah sedetik kau bayangkan
saat hancurnya hati ini...

semuanya telah terjadi
pergilah mengejar bahagiamu
tak perlu lafaz maafmu
tiada marah tiada dendam dihati
hanya secalit doa
moga mimpimu seindah anganmu

demi Tuhan
tak perlu bicara sesalanmu lagi
ku masih saja rinduimu
biarlah yang berlalu
biarlah ku mencari ketenangan
mencari makna sebuah kehidupan

angin malam yang menyelimuti lena dalam sanubari syahdu ketenangan .. selamat malam pancaroba, selamat malam cabaran, selamat malam kegusaran .. selamat malam dunia .. bangkitkan daku dari lena ku dengan pelukan rahmat dari tuhan ku dan tuhan mu, bisikan kedamaian, hembusan keyakinan dan tiupan keteguhan iman ku dan iman mu .. 

¨`•.•´¨)Be Sure Its True When U
`•.¸.•´ Say I Love U (¨`•.•´¨)
Millions of HeArTs •.¸.•´
Have been (¨`•.•´¨)BrOkeN
just because `•.¸.•´ these WoRdZ
Were SpOkeN 

Mata bertaut mata..
Bibir kelu bicara..
Getar di sudut hati..
Terasa menusuk kalbu..
Rindu kian berlagu..
Tatkala jiwa tidak bertemu..
Diam seribu bahasa..
Angan mula terukir..
Indah sungguh segalanya..
Menariku dalam rentak sendiri..
Oh..
Diri dilambung cinta..
Usah cemati diriku..
Diriku ingin ditakluki..
Pimpinlah daku..
Selamanya..

Dengarkan lah sayangku dan ketahuilah bahawa aku menyayangi mu setulus hati ku..dikau lah sinar hidupku....

Maafkan aku

ku tersenyum menatap wajah itu..
wajah yang ku puja melangit..
namun..
ku biar jua hati menangis..
tutur bicaramu penuh cinta..
layanan mesramu penuh kasih..
tapi jiwa ini pernah kau lukai..
dengan perasaanmu tidak keruan..
ku cuba tanam rasa benci..
bukan niat membalas dendam..
cuma ku lebih berhati-hati kini..
andai sekali lagi..
maaf..
ku takkan kembali..

Today is Always Followed by Tomorrow

If I could go back and change the world, I would. If I could of taken you away from that time and place, I would I'd give anything to turn back the hands of time. Anything in the world ; you name it, my voice, music, anything but you guys-I would. I can feel my heart breaking and it's not even whole. You've got a piece and so does he; my heart has never belonged to just me. You're lungs and livers can be replaced. But your lives? Think of what's at stake. I don't know what I'd do without all of you. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't smile. Each and every one of you make it worthwhile. But my words and actions never had bearing. Not until now, God only knows what trouble you're in. I honestly don't know what to do. I almost lost all of you. You guys aren't just my friends, you're my blood. Life feels like a mind-teaser; only it doesn't give you all the clues. The truth sets you free, that's what they say. Just be honest, let your heart lead the way. I know it wasn't you who started that fire. Don't give any proof to show you're a liar. That extra time you spent fighting the flames; made you my heroes. Breathing in all that smoke and getting burned; calling 911 to spread the word. You fought for your lives and the lives of others. Just remember that no matter what anyone says; you made a difference, be it slight. I know you have it in you to change your lives. Remember that when you wanna skip school; have a party or try to be cool. There are consequences as you saw today. Your burns will heal, But your memory will remain. Your futures lie in you, make the right decision